The pain I hide

This pain I carry
deep within
how did it start
when will it end

Dreary days
passing by
I ask myself
and wonder why

Can you tell me
if it's real
is this pain
that I feel

Take it from me
let it go
peace and love
will finally show

Life has a pace

Eyes wide shut
but open to see
allow your heart
to set you free

Fallen so deep
catching me fast
the future has come
forgetting the past

Days you've lost
will begin to heal
the touch of life
you can feel

Own will

Time sitting still
passing you by
no need to worry
nor wonder why

Let it go
and you will see
in this life
what you can be

Free your mind
let it go
then your love
will begin to show

Loving a man

Loving a man
To love a man,
as I love you,
the way I think,
the things I do..

Leaving me helpless,
sometimes I feel lost,
this love you can't pay,
no matter the cost...

Sitting up late,
thinking all night,
you take away fear,
you take away fright...

So how to explain,
a love so true,
through the life I lead,
I'll show it to you...

Our 1st Kiss

Our 1st Kiss

I'd sit up thinking,
how it would be;
standing there,
as your kissing me...

My knees went weak,
I trembled inside;
it was such a feeling,
I couldn't hide...

I never thought,
I'd be kissing you here;
but messing up,
was just a fear...

When you touch me,
my mind goes blank;
my thought's erase,
my heart just sank...

The words you speak,
I pray are true;
forever I want,
to be kissing you...

Thought's of loving you

Thought's of loving you
Uncontrolled desires,
is what I feel;
can you tell me,
is this real...

My mind is twisting,
thoughts will turn;
for you my body,
has begun to yearn...

Taking it slow,
is what I must do;
feeling such emotions,
that I never knew...

How my body weakens,
when you speak to me:
as I fill with love,
you set me free...

Will you love me,
more and more each day:
I get so nervous,
of what to say...

I'm afraid,
this is true:
I feel myself,
loving you...

Making it...

Making it...
With every word,
you've given me;
you opened my eyes,
so that I could see...
You take my fears,
and turn them out;
you pick me up,
when I'm full of doubt...
For every breath,
I seem to take;
a forever love,
is what we make...
Empty arms,
from the start;
now this love,
is in my heart...
Taking everything over,
these thought's of you in mind;
if you search within me,
true love is all you'll find...